In the last 15 years of my personal development, I have spent a lot of time and energy healing myself from my past trauma and as part of that a few years ago I decided to let my father off the hook and make peace with him. My parents had a tough marriage and when I was in my teens my father had had it and one day he just left. He left my mum, my younger sister and me without a place to live as we were just temporarily renting and no financial support whatsoever. My mother wh
Over the last few years, I have honed my skills of awareness of how I am feeling moment to moment.
And one of the things I noticed is that every time I feel low because a friend didn't keep in touch or a loved one didn't respond the way I would have liked or I am just in a funk and feeling low for no reason at all , it is always and always because my soul / higher self is seeking a better connection with source.
I know this because if I spend time to strengthen that connect